“Loving is fine if you have plenty of time
For walking on stilts at the edge of your mind”
Damien Rice
1) I get the sense someone is avoiding me who i really want to talk to and it’s making me a tad crazy
2)I’ve been sort of given a complicated but fair ultimatum by someone else that would pretty much result in a total shift in my lifestyle.
3) I have inadvertently alienated another person important to me by generally being selfish without always knowing it.
4) I have way too many people in my life that matter to me and all the complications of it all are wearing on me.
5) I need to stop remedying this by just dating more new people (which is essentially what I have been tending to do)
5) It took me 1.5 hours to put George to bed tonight.
6) So irrevocably behind on work life because personal life is too active.
7) Am beginning to question my own thoughts around balance and am realizing that it would actually be very worthwhile to have some.
I’m self medicating my listening to this song on repeat.
Oy.
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Now playing: Damien Rice – Fuck you
via FoxyTunes
The Silent K 
Those days are the worst.
By: flutter on July 4, 2008
at 4:44 am
That song is just what I needed today. I keep having dreams about my dead boyfriend and I’m starting to get really frustrated.
By: Krista on July 4, 2008
at 9:47 am
from om mani padme hum to fuck you. wow, how we oscillate. haha.
By: krista on July 4, 2008
at 10:16 am
What’s happening?
By: bozena on July 4, 2008
at 11:33 am
You know what? it all sounds fairly manageable in an insane sort of way. I trust you to figure it out. The only truly worrying part is the “total shift in lifestyle” person. Watch out for that one!
By: yvette on July 5, 2008
at 1:01 pm